Taking the time to define of what I can’t do for you... I surrender my life, or any idea of a wife; I give up the competition, or any of life’s repetitions... I throw it all away to see what is really here, I turn my back on fear, & hold my dreams so dear... I’ve tried everything while I’m attached to outcome, so I run, & scream, & have fun, & set the scene... my Love for the infinite is not understood, but I could, or even should, build a castle in the sky, up, way up, oh so high... beyond my grasp of human ways; who am I fooling with these words to betray? I can’t deny I’m human, & even if I die, there is no guarantee, to be free of this form of life... I can make the best of what is, yet I will rebel to honor what I miss... the innocence, happiness, & freedom... the love & hope when I see them... the simplicity in the goal is to break the mold I hold... redefining what is within that radiates all around me, so I can rest, so I can be...

Tired walls surround me with the people & situations I’m not allowed to mention, for prevention, for correction, for direction, & for perfection... So, hide behind a diagnosis, medication, & meditation to observe their involvement in solving this... Having an outlet for the electric to flow, to know, & not continue on with the show... Trapped with no other options but to continue to write throughout the night & share it online so I maintain the illusion of not being alone... but, hey, we’re all the same, we all play the same game... with agreement, I can burn my game piece, watch the flames increase, obviously you are just like me, that’s why you are living life exactly how I am...