Intervention throughout space, time, & matter. Moving beyond the usual documentation of life. She reads these words & doesn’t know about them. I keep them safe, scattered, & hidden in the wide open. Clarity deserves a straight forward answer? Tangled in deception to let her down. This form of confusion to care. Twisted & melted into forms of remembrance. Holding this moment; letting go of possibility. Capable of an act to defend a view. Giving up on words, until needed for attack. The lack of ability to end eternity & the capability of better options.

I feel fragile; I want to be strong. Will having fun lead to trouble? Should I take a chance? If I do have a belief system, is it worth it? Am I who I want to be? Do I believe in more than just this life time? Will my beliefs help to make things better? Can I make things better now? If so, how? What are my goals & dreams? I want to be a good man, a good friend & family member. What if I have achieved that? Is there consistent maintenance involved? Make good decisions. Affirm good things. Have hope, trust, & faith. Am I waiting for something more that is beyond my control to make happen? What can I do to live a good life? Should I make it an exciting & fun life?

I guess I’m doing okay. Just be in the present moment. It is okay to be who I am. Who am I? Description words apply? My soul connects to eternal rewards? Is this of my ego? Fear or love? Do I have any fears I can identify with? Loss of relationships. Trust, hope, & faith in the Big Picture.