I Tried
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A letter to you, avoiding what is true.
Moving away from my heart, but it is
not the first start. I owe you a debt, but
I can’t express the respect. Rather, a
way to say, something for your display.
Saying thanks, as I withdraw thousands
from the banks. Reacting to what’s
real, trying to deal, triple beam, made
of steel, while eating a humble meal, a
bit of cash, all out jog to a dash,
blinding light in a flash. Touch the sky,
wish upon a star, ask why, or simply
use a cell in your car. Play harder,
increase the stakes, fabricated &
started, whatever this happens to make.
Deep into something else. Better to do
nothing else. Either way, today has
begun, message to send, aggressive
memories are done, clipped to a folder,
moved the big boulder, life set, high
tech, ill & sick, pills to pick, up into the
atmosphere. The story they tell me, so
what should I see? Calm, nah, four
more, into the world. Beneath the
street, the ground, the sound of many
chaotic heroics. I wish there was
something in my way. I tried. Survive.
Hold me down & hold me back. To
many words, nouns & verbs. Yet, I’m
supposed to be a good man, devil
whispers, & damn. Mutating DNA, for
me to say, blending into an array,
geometric selected. 8th dimensional
demon, Halloween scene. A disguise
for demise, face, paint, weary, faint.
What could I tell you? You know I
have a shoe? Besides that, I don’t know
what to do. Tune into the vortex, vibe,
frequency, by my side, & way too
fancy. Not tonight, rugged, bugged, &
I’m out.
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