Blind



So lost & alone, the seeds I've sown, to harvest, my worst fears, gambling with the gears of a machine moving & producing, this joke, this mockery, of all that could be, just getting it out of my system, even though no one will listen, regardless of the mess I'm in, I don't believe in a sin to save, too scared to be brave, & only this moment can unfold to show, how I will never know. Too damaged to care anymore, for if there was any more, I would readjust my angle of perception, this deception is for you, so you will never know, how I could survive this life, how I could take a direction of the extreme to redeem, all that is seen, from a blind perspective, the colors are collected, fractal prism style for a while, until I sober up, then, it is a race to the finish, & my downfall.