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Dumb, deaf, & blind to the side I'm on. Deciding on life, riding highly medicated. Demonstrated, all I can do, to get this to you. A message, not only true. What I've been through is nothing, so don't go there, I won't care, & I surely don't dare. So, documented within present tense, relax to a hope in something I can't define. Pull this back & forth, south to north, left to write, this note to you all. As I fall into the abyss of understanding, without a landing & never again to be standing. So much to say, too much to display, & in a way, I've already lost, everything for a cost, of bad decision, revisions are illusionary, yet on the contrary, I may see, improvement, with a movement toward a divine kind of nothing, see, that's the thing, did I intend for my life to be this way?