My Regards
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Dreams seem to fade away today, all my
fault, yet, if I was to make a bet, it would
be to set them all free, yet where does
that leave me? Right here, as always, to
pause for way too many days, down &
out, frustration filtering the rage, at this
age, thinking, not even drinking, praying
for death, or life in another form, more or
less, to confess, the mistakes I've made,
let them go as well? Both ways in
forgiveness, to actually love myself. One
chance, one trance, tuning out this world,
not able to deal with social interaction,
perfection to hold me down, precise, &
throwing the dice, counting the cards, &
giving my regards... How can I continue?
Face down to the ground, surrender,
remember, & embrace this moment, into
the zone of it, tuning it out, & everything
to re-approach.
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