Sobriety



Just me & a lost sense of pride, yet I will not hide. Rather post this to my friends & try to make amends. I thought it was so clear at one time, yet I fall back into my pathetic ways of rhyme. the memories surface; I greet them with a hug. Way too sober, when I should be drinking alcohol in a mug. I thought I was a man, not a child. I thought innocence would at one point be reconciled. The imagination of a boy, nothing more. Another 40 years of being a loser, & nothing more. I'm sure you like the sound of that; too bad it’s not true. It’s a lie & I will burn in hell as said by you. Maybe I'll write another stupid book. Maybe I'll give a glare as I look. This offering in sacrifice, while Einstein said God doesn't play dice. Not knowing what that means, rather a purpose to be seen.