Imperfect
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Would life be easier if we were all perfect? What would life be
like if consciously we never made a mistake? Honestly, I get
frustrated when I try my best, yet the outcome doesn’t happen
the way I feel it should. Of course, this is my ego at work,
feeling like everything should go exactly how I think is the best
way. When interacting with other people, there are variables of
what they think is the best way for situations to happen as well.
I feel, if I was perfect & never made a mistake, it would be far
from the human experience I’ve known. I wouldn’t feel the
doubt, the fears, or the sadness, as a result of failing to be
flawless. I apply this to what I can’t even fathom when having
an ego of separateness; which is Unconditional Love. I do think
it exists, but I don’t think it is attainable for me to behave that
way during this lifetime. On an emotional level, I feel
disappointment. On a psychological level, my thoughts
compare myself to others, or compare my words & actions to an
unattainable ideal. So, the best I’ve come up with to do, is to try
my best to go with the flow of life; knowing there will be
resistance. As well, to recognize, even for a glimpse, that it is
all good. Hopefully, I can find perfection in any situation. Even
the situation of failing at perfection. I’ll do my best to show
love, but honestly it will probably be with some conditions.
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